It's sickening to think it's been 4 months today since I last saw you and my feelings still remain. I was reminded today of how much you meant at one point. My roommate went through my photos and saw what you drew for me. It all came rushing back.
Went from being "your rolypoly (pillbug)" to being lesser than a friend. A year thrust aside, but why? Even if your feelings faded--how come I and my brother, one of your close friends, no longer matter?
I hold no resentment, I just want to how/why this happened.
