I'm always the one who fucks everything up and always will be. No matter who's at fault. Me.

I just can't seem do it right. I don't know why. I guess that's okay. I'd rather take the negativity than someone else. Seems I can handle more than others. Rather me be at fault than another.

It just gets a bit overwhelming at times. Can't handle my overload of self criticism. These automatic thoughts can kill.